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Post by Jinxtengu on Aug 10, 2017 6:42:54 GMT
Speedos, rape is totaly unacceptable, I’d like to make that clear to you, because judging from your response you seem blasé and undisturbed by that dream, which would suggest that you have some confusion here.
Now I don’t know if your just writing that story to seem edgy or whatever, but if I were you I would do some serious thinking. I’m sure deep down your an ok dude and you realise that your post is fundamentally retarded, because it is. Rape is definitely not ok.
I don’t want the forums to get to be like a public toilet wall, so there’s certain things I will not tolerate, and that’s one of them. I endorse having a healthy attitude of relating to other people, not one that’s retardedly fucked, so please consider this a warning. If you insist on posting more stuff like this I will have no option but to exclude you. I really don’t want to do this, but I need the forums to be a place where I can feel good about visiting, and your post impinges on that. So come on now, no more stuff like this, ok.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 10, 2017 7:32:18 GMT
Speedos, rape is totaly unacceptable, I’d like to make that clear to you, because judging from your response you seem blasé and undisturbed by that dream, which would suggest that you have some confusion here. Now I don’t know if your just writing that story to seem edgy or whatever, but if I were you I would do some serious thinking. I’m sure deep down your an ok dude and you realise that your post is fundamentally retarded, because it is. Rape is definitely not ok. I don’t want the forums to get to be like a public toilet wall, so there’s certain things I will not tolerate, and that’s one of them. I endorse having a healthy attitude of relating to other people, not one that’s retardedly fucked, so please consider this a warning. If you insist on posting more stuff like this I will have no option but to exclude you. I really don’t want to do this, but I need the forums to be a place where I can feel good about visiting, and your post impinges on that. So come on now, no more stuff like this, ok. Im really confused by your problem with this jinx Dont most of your games contain a lot of violent murder? I think I remember you writing an article on your website or some forum where you speculated how you could possibly make a game that would kill its player and you considered that ok? Also, I dont wanna nitpick much but your website contains a "seizure page" that could hurt someone with epilepsy. Im not tryin to be mean, I just really dont understand this attitude that jokin about one thing (rape) is bad but another thats even worse (murder/death) is good. also www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKd0FxDIN7c
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Post by Jinxtengu on Aug 10, 2017 12:18:51 GMT
Hey, I don’t mind you nitpicking my argument, if I couldn’t defend it then what would be the point? Ok so it’s true that alot of my work is quite violent, so I can understand how someone might get the wrong idea. the thing is the violence in my games usually isn’t directed towards anyone specifically, it’s more a reflection of existential anger. I don’t really view the characters in my games as properly dead if they kill one another. They always live on, their just actors in a play. The blood and gore is intended to facilitate melodrama, it’s not really meant to be real, it’s intended more like slapstick humour. My love for that kind of violence is tied to britishy comedy, (like this python sketch , and numerous others, black knight etc..), also games like Moonstone , (which is a great game, and obviously influenced by python too + old peter Jackson films). Another thing, when I grew up, gory video games such as Moonstone were very rare. You wouldn’t believe that now but yeah, for that reason I was always drawn to more mature games, and my mum wouldn’t let me play violent games (including resident evil). so that’s where some of the violence comes from, but moving on. I’d be lying to you if I told you I was a total pacifist, but generally speaking I don’t condone violence. I think there’s usually a better way. Now If I would seriously argue for some hostility(hypothetically speaking) It would always have to be against someone very powerful. I’m completely opposed to picking on the weak or vulnerable, this is seared into me for a long time. When I was at school I was bullied quite badly, I was picked on because I was weak (on a number of levels, at the time), but I really don’t blame the bullies. People are only a by-product of the prevailing culture. I’ve come to realise that our society is really based around a bullying sort of mentality; screw over the person who’s down so you can take their share. This is the real basis for the capitalist system, it’s all about exploitation. For that reason, rape is actually really endorsed by the mainstream. Rape, incase you haven’t realised is all about power. In a society where people are obsessed with having money and power it's promoted, as it's seen as an extension to these things. This social undercurrent that sympathises with rape, (at least in Australian culture) can be pointed towards with countless bits of evidence, but the most obvious is the really lenient disciplinary measures that pro footballers get, time and time again. These are people the media lords over, their placed on a pedestal, as role models. So I think that’s quite telling of the state of affairs. Now in the past I might have been a bit more naive on how prevalent this rapey mindset was, and maybe sometimes I even made a joke of it, but now, I see that it’s sadly very common. I live in a small rural town, and i hang out with some rough dudes sometimes, so trust me on this. So this is defiantly not something I want to add to, also It completely goes against my belief system. Capitalism equates to rape. Also with the death game, well that’s clearly a joke, and the seizure page; I don’t seriously believe someone with photo-sensitive epilepsy will look at that long enough to have a seizure. I know people who have seizures from that sort of thing and when they see flashing lights of that kind, they look elsewhere or leave the room, so really there’s no danger in that. I really hope this clarifies things.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 13, 2017 1:42:05 GMT
For that reason, rape is actually really endorsed by the mainstream. Rape, incase you haven’t realised is all about power. In a society where people are obsessed with having money and power it's promoted, as it's seen as an extension to these things. This social undercurrent that sympathises with rape, (at least in Australian culture) can be pointed towards with countless bits of evidence, but the most obvious is the really lenient disciplinary measures that pro footballers get, time and time again. These are people the media lords over, their placed on a pedestal, as role models. So I think that’s quite telling of the state of affairs. Now in the past I might have been a bit more naive on how prevalent this rapey mindset was, and maybe sometimes I even made a joke of it, but now, I see that it’s sadly very common. I live in a small rural town, and i hang out with some rough dudes sometimes, so trust me on this. So this is defiantly not something I want to add to, also It completely goes against my belief system. Capitalism equates to rape. Also with the death game, well that’s clearly a joke, and the seizure page; I don’t seriously believe someone with photo-sensitive epilepsy will look at that long enough to have a seizure. I know people who have seizures from that sort of thing and when they see flashing lights of that kind, they look elsewhere or leave the room, so really there’s no danger in that. I really hope this clarifies things. well ok jinx, i see why you considered those things i said as bad, im sorry, i didnt aim it against anyone or anything, it was just a book and i meant the whole thing as purposely taking the bad route in an rpg just to see what happens, not some power hungry evil thing. i just see stuff like murder to be a much more power-oriented thing so i see it as much worse when its depicted in games, like its total desensitization to stuff thats horrible so i didnt think much of this. so sorry again, i wont do this again and i hope all is ok
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Post by Jinxtengu on Aug 13, 2017 5:03:21 GMT
Both those are really terrible actions but murder could be motivated for a variety of reasons or even be accidental (as in manslaughter). I don’t think the same can be said for the other thing, that’s why I think you conclude incorrectly that murder is more about power.
Also I really doubt if someone playing some violent, ms paint pixel games, will then get really-super pissed, and then just go murder someone. I don’t think that’s a real risk, they would have to be really retarded. Don’t get me wrong though, I am starting to question some of the violence in my own games and some of it is probably unnecessary and gratuitous. But I do think that being flippant about rape, such as you were doing in your post, only adds to a sort of “boys will be boys” mindset, which already exists in large quantities, and then this attitude, actually does increase the prevalence of this nasty stuff. You don’t have to listen to me on this, but yeah, I really don’t have any confusion in my mind about this issue.
Also just on a side note, you know the movie “American Psycho”? I think that film really illustrates quite well what I was talking about in the last post, that is; the inseparable link between capitalism and rape, if not in a physical sense at least in a spiritual way.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 13, 2017 7:28:07 GMT
Both those are really terrible actions but murder could be motivated for a variety of reasons or even be accidental (as in manslaughter). I don’t think the same can be said for the other thing, that’s why I think you conclude incorrectly that murder is more about power. Also I really doubt if someone playing some violent, ms paint pixel games, will then get really-super pissed, and then just go murder someone. I don’t think that’s a real risk, they would have to be really retarded. Don’t get me wrong though, I am starting to question some of the violence in my own games and some of it is probably unnecessary and gratuitous. But I do think that being flippant about rape, such as you were doing in your post, only adds to a sort of “boys will be boys” mindset, which already exists in large quantities, and then this attitude, actually does increase the prevalence of this nasty stuff. You don’t have to listen to me on this, but yeah, I really don’t have any confusion in my mind about this issue. Also just on a side note, you know the movie “American Psycho”? I think that film really illustrates quite well what I was talking about in the last post, that is; the inseparable link between capitalism and rape, if not in a physical sense at least in a spiritual way. yes yes i see what you mean. yeah i have seen the movie, and yeah i absolutely hated the main character and agree with what you said, albeit the movie was really boring and annoying imo so i didnt think about it much.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 16, 2017 9:58:56 GMT
thank you for sharing this speedos. I love stuff like this, weird dream-reinterperetations of games, that no ones even played. Some fairly random person told me (a while ago) they had a dream about sunfish 2 which was involving sharks. There's actually a bit sort of like the bit you described strangely enough, oh wait in the video I posted I think it shows it for a sec..nah anyway really appreciate you sharing this. Im actually working on having a folder of all the ideas other people have had about the sunfish series, even that fake sunfish 2 game, to somehow reference them if I can, or rework those ideas. hah i just read this now, neat, glad to know other people are having weird ideas for sunfish aswell
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Post by HarneyBarnes on Aug 18, 2017 6:21:06 GMT
The dream starts with me starting off in an adventure game type scenario with me and my sisters.. We are at an isolated/neglected/abandoned rest stop. There’s hokey ‘old west’ music in the background. The building that houses this stop has scratches of paint barely remaining. For some reason, we then travel across Eurasia for something involving writing. Meanwhile during our trips, a mysterious figure is in his hideout planning pushback against our goal. After that, we return back to the isolated rest stop. Some dust devils are kickng up. Then all of a sudden I’m having a deep-in conversation about the nature of society. Something about destiny and masculinity-feminimity and calamity hysteria. We’re in a 4-seat convertible.
A new scene starts with me and my associates in a wintery/snowy place like Yellowknife. We are gathered to see the new Cannes Film Festival that has moved their gear to here. We’re at some snowpark outside the cities, and near the base of a mountain. Everywhere we go has a layer of thigh-high snow. We end up at a music festival (Coachella?). We ask around for questions on where to find Cannes; nobody answers. But the group comes across snowmobilers that deliberately stonewall us. Loud buttrock is blasting in the background. Eventually I get angry enough that I go out on my own. I ignore all of the paths. Several paces later, I begin to have bad feeling and get out there immediately. I return to the music/party area. All of the snow-sports-people are less obnoxious than before (maybe they seen something that shook them?). I ask them about the Film Festival “that guy knows, just ask him”
We (me and that guy) go onto the path to where there are two-forks. The one on the right is completely untreaded, with a plastic sign noting “Film Festival →”. I ask him that if nobody’s walked here, “maybe the festival’s empty?” I pick out a brightly colored hat and coat to put on another clothing layer. He mentions something about me bringing back the past. We step into the right fork of the path. A few minutes later, I’m interrupted by my alarm clock.
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Going by a distilled overview of the collections of my dreams over the few years, majority of said dreams are generally a sort of "grounded reality", that will occasionally jump offrails when I don't expect it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 23, 2017 15:14:44 GMT
had a nice dream where me and my cousin were couriers and we drove around a weird dream-city delivering packages and giving people lifts. there wasn't anything super wacky about it, but it was very enjoyable
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2017 2:44:54 GMT
fuck i had a dream which goes like this i am in school or in some other building like college, i decide to go to the village with some guy. i come back to get my phone which already was almost stolen, and then i left Near the exit i got conflicted with myself, to go or not to go, and i decided not to go next mornin i woke up and hthere is somethin green in the eye I start pissing and my urine is blue wtf i look at the mirror and my eyes are half covered with something blue too woke up
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Post by Deleted on Aug 24, 2017 8:47:33 GMT
in a new dream selfishdrea or jeb started pming me screenshots of my games and i got mad
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Post by Deleted on Aug 26, 2017 21:36:58 GMT
in another part of the dream there was this fashion trend where (I shit you not) people would replace parts of their skin with Doritos. this one Asian guy told me about it and said his flesh-colored Doritos fit perfect with his complexion, he had them installed on his forehead and cheek. this is so retarded it could be legit some day
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 2:16:19 GMT
I dreampt that me and macabre were cooking some kind of dumplings, and infernal's website had a picture of a green lion on it, and my dad bought a copy of the website on cd
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Post by Deleted on Aug 31, 2017 3:47:07 GMT
i had a few dreams, in one i asked a librarian to fix my phone, in 2 other ones i was playing a role in some shit and acted funny
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Post by Deleted on Sept 1, 2017 2:35:36 GMT
had a dream me and some others went to "kubus's house" and it was very fancy indeed. I accidentally dropped something special of his on the floor while I was getting in the elevator and left it there, but everyone was giving me dirty looks for that, so I was going to go back and put it back on the shelf, but I couldn't find the elevator. Then I met his mother who was a rich english woman and she took me out on the balcony to drink some water and there was a fantastic view of the whole old fashioned city. After I had drunk my water I ate some sort of special bean. also there were some pieces of meat with a paper towel on them. I think she tried to feel me up too but then my alarm went off so we will never know what could have been.
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