Today I worked on something I started at some point. It has a very good introduction. Not sure if I can use this in rotsf2 but this is definitely what sunfish 2 should be doing. Powerful, not overworked and funny. Agh. I did a small amount of coloring in on the prostitute character for the game I'm supposed to release soon , the game that was shown at bar SK. I got up at 1pm now its 3.49am. I didn't feel angry today so I had a good day. I hope I have a better day tomorrow even though today wasn't that bad.
Dany, when you have an emotion you make a choice on some level to have that emotion. You might not believe this because its counterintuitive but it's true. Nothing can "make" you feel angry/happy/sad whatever. Having said that I sometimes forget this. I only ever really get pissed off over my parents, because they violate boundaries constantly.
The reason it's harder to exert control over your emotions after you exercise isn't to do with testosterone its because it costs energy to make a choice (and making any decision costs you energy) after you exercise you have low blood sugar which Lowers your executive function, the choice to interpret your affect is lowered correspondingly. after practice it's takes less energy to do
I think you are right about that, I'm often aware when I feel a certain way that I could stop feeling like it if I wanted to. self control requiring energy and therefore being tired making it harder makes sense too. I do think something must have been different in some way because I've certainly never been so angry before,
I know it's easier said than done but I think my point is that our perception of the world, which includes how we feel is a construct. I'm interested in psychology so this topic fascinates me. Will power is based on stored energy too, Roy Baumeister illustrates this in a number of experiments.